The Tale # 43 - Perspective is a gift!
So as many of you know, just recently I messed up my back and I have been battling with severe Sciatic Nerve Pain going on 18 days now, keeping me locked up in this apartment, basically unable to walk more than 30 seconds.
It has been challenging, but to be honest, I know what this is, so I can deal with it. Yes, I am challenged by fatigue, and by being loopy from the drugs, and I am challenged by the pain.
BUT AT LEAST I AM NOT BEING ATTACKED BY THE PEOPLE IN MY HIPS.
Follows is a video from when the People in my Hips first manifested. In this video, I have two straps on my feet and I am stretching my inner thighs and hamstrings. The camera only shows my head and upper body, but what you are about to see is HORRENDOUS as old FEELINGS are attacking my body, and I courageously am trying to find some way to release them. I cry in great pain, I scream in agony and I keep going trying to release the crazy wild energy that was attacking me.
So I have been on Bedrest for 18 days. At least, I am free of the HELL I once housed in my body.
This is not for the weak of heart. It has given me some true perspective on my present condition.
I will be fine.
Let me know what you think of this...